Why?

Why do I want another baby? As I sit here trying to get my son to sleep, I wonder how I can handle 2 kids. Mostly because tonight, like many other nights, I feel like a single parent. My husband is out dealing with work stuff, and as always, its something that could wait. I guess I am bitter because I wish he put so much time and effort into our family. He's more concerned with his co-workers issues than mine.

I suppose I'm pissed because we're out of milk. I asked him to get some and now its midnight - no husband, no milk, no sleeping toddler. Hw on earth can I do this alone?