Well, it's our first cycle back ttc with the aid of aspirin. I've been pretty lax about my vitamins but I am serious about the aspirin. My chart looks promising. Actually, its almost a dead ringer for my last chart. Is that something that should make me happy though??? That pregnancy did not end well, but I can't help being a little excited.
In fact, here's a confession: I actually grabbed my belly yesterday and squeezed it with a little scream of joy. As though its already set in stone.
It feels arrogant though. Arrogant to assume that it will be so easy to get pregnant. Arrogant to think this will be the one that sticks.
So does it make me naive or optimistic that I believe a second line will show up on Saturday? And what will that line mean?
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Its so not arrogant. Its hopefull. And you've earned your right to feel as hopefull as you want. I hope you get that second line on Saturday. I'll be sending you lots of positive vibes. GL!
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