I should be committed (August 18, 2008)

I like peeing on a stick waaaaaaaay too much. I've been a little, um, lax about taking my temp this month and holy EWCM Batman, I think I may ovulate early or at least on time! (Last month was my first full post-m/c cycle and I ovulated on day 28!). So I got a box of opks to double check and because, and I'm just being honest, I like peeing on a stick (or in this case, in a cup). I find it oddly satisfying as though I am taking one more step in achieving pregnancy. I feel this way about HPTs too. And let me tell you, it is going to be one helluva surprise when a second line pops up, because I am gradually building an immunity to my HPT psychosis by taking them as often as possible. Don't worry I had an opportunity to buy in bulk, so I can still afford gas.

Peeing on an OPK though is nice because you're guaranteed that second line. Of course, talk to me in another day or two when I'm waiting for that line to darken up.

P.S. Please don't believe a word I am saying. I am still psychotic. After all, what sane person likes to pee on sticks?